the worth of day

in the long span of the universe, all of this will add up to nothing.

i don't mean to sound hopeless--i have hope--but there are some dots i'm having trouble connecting...like what's the point?

so God created people...any specific purpose? well we can bring honor and glory to God, and i'm not sure how the rest fits in, because no matter what i offer to Him, it's not enough; nothing is. whatever i meagerly have to offer it's because he first gave it to me...that's not any reason to not offer anything to Him, but it doesn't seem enough

it doesn't seem enough to simply wake-up each morning, go to work, and bum around home or youth group in the evenings...but what else do i have to offer at this time? maybe i'm still too selfish to do anything good.

twiddling

something has happened to the disply on Abbey's laptop, so internet usage has been very limited (currently using a friend's house, and my ride isn't ready to leave yet). it's been a strange past couple of weeks, and while there's much to catch up on i should use teh disclaimer, that this past friday i stayed up all night with the jr, high and i'm still not in normal functioning mode. i'm still extremly sore from marathon flag football games to the point where it's hard for me to drive...i had my mom drive me around this afternoon to run errands, it was fun, we went to target and b&n...it makes me very happy to have new shampoo and new books

ahh, the tangents